Questioning stuff? (Alterhuman identity)
Yesterday I finally made a colored painting of my sona, and at night I was taking care of my stuff and started to look at the drawing and something felt wrong...
Well, I had a feeling like I didn't knew exactly how I feel about my alter Identity...and I don't fully identify with or as black wolves.
My connection is mainly with wolves/canines and currently I'm considering the Iberian wolf...
Usually the temperate forest, cold weather and such make me feel shifty...
I started paying attention in black wolves because I tough they were interesting, I found beautiful their different color and started researching about them, but it's hard to explain what exactly I feel...
Since young I used to say to my friends that I was a wolf, I didn't saw myself as human, and I was really into therianthropy for a long while, but now I don't feel exactly like if I am a wolf, but I feel like being with them, living like them feels better...
I don't exactly have disphoria or anything, I feel bad duo the fact I don't live like then, not only because I'm human. My shifts are really weird lately...like, I get phantom shifts almost always, like tail, ears and wings, but mental shifts are harder for me to get, I'm trying to start meditation for this, and go out more often.
I was considering being otherlink or otherhearted. But this feeling of BEING a wolf is a bit blurry...
I just wanted to share this, we have more alterhuman fellows here, I'm thinking about posting in maybe the otherhearted or alterhuman sub...
(Ig we could have an alterhuman flair here by the way... :3)
