F(27) Being closeted sucks so much

I just need to vent. Being a closeted bi sucks!! I can't go on dates, I can't talk about my feelings, and I have no friends I can truly open up to. It feels so isolating. I even tried dating apps, but that was a disaster. I just want to be myself without all this stress, but it feels impossible. Anyone else going through this? How do you cope? 😞😭